Ps: you do not have to read the whole thing you can skip, I don’t care; only read the last part, I just need advice I really need it.(: This is so complicated to even explain so I am going to say the whole story but I am going to make it the shortest that I can. Thursday ,October 22 09 it was the most happiest day of my life when he asked me out I was so nervous, I blushed, I thought to myself that I was the luckiest girl on earth to be asked out by the most Wonderful guy I have ever known, I never thought that the guy who had been my friend for 2 years was the one who I was going to fall in love with. He wanted me to go meet his mom and his family so I went outside and she was in her car and I told her Hi my name is Cassandra,(aka Desire) Nice to meet you.To make it short before he left I told him I was going to visit him on Monday and he said Noooo Come tomorrow Friday and I said “Okay I will” Then he hugged me so tight and said “Bye.. I Lo”nAnd I knew what he was going to say”I love you” so when I knew I hugged him as tight as I could and walked slowly back home, I slept just by thinking how Wonderful my day was, I woke up it was now Friday,October 23 09 I saw My older sister in our house and I was like omg you are here!! I had not seen my sister in 1 year I was so happy to see her. Later on During the day My mom told me “Guess what?” I said what? she said “you are going to Sacramento with your older sister to do school there!” I said cool when? “Monday” she said That’s when I knew That I was going to leave and I wouldn’t even get the chance to say bye to Brandon it was already 4:00 in the Afternoon and It was to late to go to his school and say bye their time to go home on Fridays was 1:15nI was Happy to leave because I missed 1 month of school already I didn’t want to loose more time; at the other side I was Sad because I wouldn’t be able to see Brandon. Then I said to myself ” THIS IS ALL MY FAULT, IF I HAD JUST STARTED SCHOOL WHEN I WAS SUPPOSED TO AND IF I HAD A SPACE IN SOME SCHOOL, I WOULDN’T BE GOING TO SOME OTHER PLACE DOING SCHOOL! I left Sunday Oct.25.09 I was sad very sad, Monday was going to be the next day and I wasn’t going to be able to go See Brandon Like how I promised I would.I left, and I didn’t even let him Know I was; My promise was Broken. I got to Sacramento The same day But it was 11:45 when I got to my sisters house,I was so tired but I Couldn’t go to sleep I thought to myself that I could have said “No, I don’t want to go” but my mind was telling me it was the only choice I had because No school had space for me and I had to leave to another place with My sister to go to school. Then I fell Asleep Crying and Woke up Kinda Happy it was Monday October 26.09 I got In my myspace, sent Brandon a Message telling him “I need to tell you something” It was around 4:00 or so.nI called My little sister and told her That I missed Them so much and Also Brandon she said” oh yeah I went over to his school today he asked me where you were because you promised him you would be there and I told him you left over there. what did he say? I said. she was like well he said WHAT?! and I told him you left for the better because you needed to go to school, he was sad but he said he supports your choice, he just wants you to do good in life especially in school. I was like aww(:nBut anyway to take it to the end he has been avoiding me for almost 2 weeks. He doesn’t message me or anything in myspace. He used to before but then all of a sudden he doesn’t );nI sent him a message telling him ” Is there something I want to know?, that I have to know? That I should know? Is there someone you like that is not me? Please tell me I don’t want to be living a lie; I don’t want to get hurt. He then told me” Yeah there is something you should know but I can’t tell you right now because I am very busy.” I sent him a message saying” WHAT?! why? please tell right now because I have to go to my other sisters house and she doesn’t like when I use myspace on her computer.( I only get to go on myspace like once a week). The thing is I was really happy that day because We were both online in Myspace, we always get online at a different time and we never get the chance to chat. but he obviously didn’t care because he told me that he was Really busy and he was online for like 10 min, never replied to my message then logged out. 2 days ago I went to my myspace and he just read my Message and Never Replied to it);nSo I don’t know what to do!!!nI want to break up with him but I can’t!nI love him so much!nPLEASE HELP ME!!!!
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